Ah … What a crappy couple days of waiting. I’ve been waiting for my Adobe CS4 Web Premium software to come now for the last couple weeks. The tracking I got from the company I bought it from said it was suppose to be here with in a week and then I checked the track and it said the 18, well that came and went Yesterday. Still No Software. Until tonight a quick knock at the front door and there it was. The stress was off or so I thought. I managed to survive the abnormally slow installation, which probably was going at a normal pace but with the excitement seemed like for ever. Finally, there it was done. The thing I had wanted for so long was now mine. The big moment, time to open Dreamweaver CS4 for the first time. It opens and ……. AH what is this…… Oh its CS4 …. Its all new, Layout, Navigation, how things work. I think it can’t be that bad, I will just have to take the time to learn where everything is. Rome wasn’t built in a day or so they say sometimes I wonder. Anyways I wanted to try it out so on I went trying to open one of the sites I worked on with CS1 and all I get is jiberish! I wont work. For some reason I can not use all the old sites I have worked so hard on with CS4. You’ve got to be kidding me right! NO. ugh. It seemed like it was all downhill from the very start. I searched and searched for some way that I could still use thoughs file but nothing. I’m hoping I can find away to use those old files but if not I will have to download the sites off the interent.
In due time all will be better, hopefully.
The Build up for nothing.
T- Squars in the House, seriously
YouTube – teaSquare2′s Channel
I was cruzzin through Facebook this morning as per usual and I came across this. This would be my little brothers YouTube page. I must say for doing absolutely nothing he does a good job and makes it quite entertaining. If you have nothing better to do and I mean nothing and have a simple humorous side you should check them out.
Maybe all teanagers do this, I think it is just odd to see someone you know doing it.
Enjoy
T-Square Episode #1
Why Do We Complain
“Considering how many issues we complain about, most of us make no effort to improve any of them.”
I know a group of guys, and they complain. Enough said right. One constantly complains about the other one but doesn’t do anything about it. He will go on and on about how this person thinks there so much better than him and maybe he is, maybe he isn’t I don’t know and nor do I care. But it comes down to the fact that their friends, right? If there complaining about each other don’t you think that they might just part ways and continue on their own paths. No. I personally (and this will be harsh towards them) don’t think they are smart enough to get what they’re saying about each other, as if they are now complaining about each other sub-conscientiously. The hard part of that is that me and my good friend get the short end of the stick. We have to deal with it all the time and we are always trying to sort it out, but these two guys are so thick headed in thinking they are right and the other its the other guys problem there is no real point in us trying anymore. So we just try to avoid the subject at all costs.
Why Do We Complain, instead of doing something about it
“Better to light a candle than to rant against darkness.” – Confucius, Chinese philosopher (circa 551-478 BC)
Why do we do it, because it easier than fixing the problem. Our first instinct is to blame someone else. We need to try to stop complaining and look at ourselves first.
Lake Safety, Follow up of Ice Measurement Post
I was able to get out on the sled this afternoon for a nice enjoyable ride by myself. I skimmed along the edge of Range Lake until I went back on to the trails to follow the airport fence all the way around until I came out at RTL’s tank farm. From there I raced up the road until I came out at the Sand Pits. I played around in the powder for awhile then followed the ditch along the highway and Old Airport Road until I jetted in behind some buildings to get back on the small lake behind them. Where I ended up agaist the airport fence again until I get to Range lake again and onto the road home I went.
Its was a good enjoyable ride, But I didn’t go on any lakes other than the edge of Range Lake. There is a lot of over flow out there, so I encourage everyone to make sure they know where they are and to be extremely careful.
Ice Thickness Chart
PLEASE READ UPDATED POST HERE http://www.thebushman.ca/2009/01/07/ice-thickness-chart-and-information/
It is about that time of year, where were all itching to get out on the snowmobiles and go ripping across the lakes but we need to make sure the ice is safe first. I have a chart that shows a minimum ice requirements for traveling on ice by different methods. The City of Yellowknife tries to keep everyone up to date on the ice thickness. They say it is safe to walk on at 6″ but many other people say it is safe at 4″ and snowmobiles are safe at 5″. I believe the City just does this for safety reasons and good on them for doing so. Why Risk It. City of Yellowknife Ice Measurement I also found a Chart to give you a better idea of the ice measurements.
Remember even though it says 4″ may be safe. All ice is different and it has different qualities. It would need to be 4″‘s clear consistent ice for it to be safe

Once the Ice is 8″ and over the City of Yellowknife does not go out and get more measurement. It is a go at your own risk deal. Be Careful.
PLEASE READ UPDATED POST HERE http://www.thebushman.ca/2009/01/07/ice-thickness-chart-and-information/
I have a dream?
I have a dream, that someday I will find what I am looking for. I would like know what it is . This is my cry, this is my confession. I want to know who I am, What I’m going to do. I’m young and I do have my hole life ahead of me but I want to find some answers. Answers to the question I don’t yet know. For the last year I have been missing something. Something that I can’t explain. Something that is eating me up inside. Something I can’t find but yet I keep looking for it even though I have no idea what so ever what it is. That’s my problem and I want to know how to solve it. This makes no sense what so ever. Ah.
Part of me thinks and probably knows, that I know what I’m looking for but am just afraid of it and don’t know how to deal with it. That part of me believes that for the last year I have compressed that thing, that feeling and hid it with my oh so famous attitude. Most of my life I have gone through just watching and living contently. I have found that I can do a lot but I do it averagely, I don’t actually excel at anything. I loved mountain biking but I was never very good at it. I hated sports because I’m not that competitive and always just wanted to do it for fun. I picked up on the basics of video filming and editing very quickly and that was as far as it went and now my brother far surpasses my ability. I can take apart and rebuild a computer and install an Operating System but never cared for any of the more technical things about computers and their programing. I first became aware of my interest in graphic and web design two years ago when I tried to start an online website for Yellowknife’s off-road automobile enthusiasts, then about a year ago I watch an intelligent young man sit down in from of a computer and with in minutes crush any bit of my work, metaphorically with his own work. He had the talent and I didn’t, he went on to Skills Canada and did very well for himself. I congratulate him for that and wish him the best. I have had a couple little business ventures like my Bike Repair Shop but really who was I kidding. It was fun at the time but I didn’t have the knowledge at the time and I still don’t. Currently I have the Web Design business thing with my father, but that is going at a slow if not stopped pace.
So where does that leave me and what does any of that have to do with what I’m hiding. Well there all link to me and sometimes I wonder what it would all be like if I were not my own person. If I caved into peer prssure all those many years ago. What would I be like if I were like a “normal” teenager? Heavly involved with school and have tons of spirit to boot, getting what they want from there parents,playing sports, going to parties and drinking, having a huge group of friends, accepted as a one of the guys and just doing what ever it is a teenager does for fun! Thats my “what if”, I am not that person. I’m the person who spent most of his school time in the computer lab or in the shop hanging out with the teachers hearing things no student should really hear. Spending most of his Friday nights at home with his parents and with there friends. Working for what I want and learning responsibility quick. Where do I belong? I have one friend who is my own age and he’s in pretty much same situation I’m in, except he is opening up to some of thoughs oppertunities he didn’t have in high school. I have a great group of family friends, were all looking out for each other but as still very young I don’t feel like I belong half the time. “I have it all, but yet nothing at the same time”
There are many things in here that need answers and I will answer them somehow. I am who I am, and I don’t have any regrets. This is how I feel don’t take that from me!
Thank You
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