Living out in the Nowhere
Posted in Journal on 12. Oct, 2008
Can you live out in the middle of no where? Its hard. Many people over the years have tried to do it and flat out died because they go ster crazy. They start talking to them selves and then the get schizophrenic and end up either killing themselves or just going so crazy, they don’t eat and just starve. For the longest time now I have said ” oh me I’m going to build my self a house off a highway some where up a mountain and shut out the world” I’m realizing that as much as I would like to do that and be alone, you need the companionship of other people. You need to be able to talk, laugh, and enjoy there company. You need someone to vent you problems to and you also need to be someone who can just listen to someone. I know people who moved to almost no where, 25min to the closest town. I guess when you actually do it, it seems great at the time but eventually you start to miss the friends you use to have and because your in the middle of no where it isn’t easy to find new ones. For this I thank them, they didn’t make a mistake by moving and I know they still enjoy it very much but I think I would have done something drastic years down the line had I not had this epiphany it could have been bad. A light has been turn on to show me a new part of life. Thanks


